Friday, March 26, 2021

O Love, listen to me

Hey love

Can you hear me? I don't know about you but i can hear you, i can count your heartbeats too, as you live besides me.
I can feel you, i can touch you
I don't know how to say, 
But listen that I love you
I want to say many things to you
But am afraid to say you too
I want to be with you everytime
But do not want to restrict you
Oh dear, often I think about
How we met and what we are now


Saturday, February 27, 2021

What matters most?

Came here again with a question, what matters most in life? I don't have an analytical mind so I can't calculate but for me its a tough choice between love, relationship and dreams.

Love, in my words, is a divine feeling an individual can feel. I can't express love in wordings, for me its a basic need of my life. Love doesn't meant to be romantic only, for me its spiritual. I can feel your presence here love, while you are far away.
I used to be an spiritual person and I can connect myself well from your spirit. You may call me a lunetic, but this is what I am.

Now relationship, does it matters to be in a relationship with someone we love? For me, of course its not. Whenever I went into a relationship I always got hurt. I don't want to get hurt again, but at the same time I also want to be with you too. What an irony.

Here comes my dreams..... Without which my existence means nothing. But again, without love my dreams means nothing, again an irony. I used to wander in my dreamlands (P.S. I am a daydreamer too) where I can see you, touch you, can talk to you, can play with you, can go on a date too. Hehehe, I don't know what to do without my dreams.... I love to dream and I dream to love too. 

Hey, don't get angry, just let me accompany you in my dreams, I will feel good if you come. Welcome to my dreamland honey, thats my choice.

Its You Only You

Hi, just forgive me for this post, writing it in a whim.

I don't know how to say it but you, yes you have become an important person in my life in just a few days only. You know, i was living a life just like a body without soul, but after you met me life is like a blooming garden in spring time. 

Sometimes I can't find right words to express my feelings but let me tell you one thing, you are my sunshine. I can't tell you my feelings kid, so I am penning it all here.

You know, you are only a kid but for me you are someone very close to my heart. I used to game a lot but I don't know what you did to me, I don't like to play anymore without you, my hubby in gaming world. 

You said you are not but I found you cute. You know? You have a very beautiful smile, a smile full of a kid's life and ambitions. You have twinkling eyes too, sometimes I want to drown in those eyes.

Hey cutie kid, I am unable to express it but one thing for sure is, that's its you and only you who has bring some sunshine in my life. You are changing my bad habits slowly but alas, you are only a kid hubby. 

Just one more thing, let's play together for rest of our lives, I miss you too much, can't play when you don't come there. And yeah, you, only you will be my hubby for my every character there, love you very much hubby. Take care of yourself you shy baby.