Yesterday, I was going through some blogs, some highly creative illusions.........i kept reading on, suddenly i felt myself going back to some old days. I started thinking, how i was? what i was? and now, what i am? and finally what i am going to be? In the past few years, life has taken so many turns and twists that i myself forgot my real identity. After thinking so much on that topic, still i am unable to accept the truth..... someone says life is a circle and a person could replace another one.....but what i think is, although life is a full circle, but every person in your life have their own respective places, how anyone else could replace them? Someone told me to watch a movie named The Prestige, its really a good movie, a very good watch....while watching the movie, suddenly i began to feel like one of the characters. I was full of jealousy, pride, ego....even i was so much envious, that i forgot to take a look on the situations behind everything. My life was going through a bad phase, falsely implicated sorrows and blames etc. I was so much busy with my own problems that i forgot to think about others. I was not like that. I began to think, how changed I am now? I have never been so selfish, but for last some months how selfishly i behaved? Thanks to the movie, i finally got to know the actual problem with me.
Yesterday i promised myself to forget everything which is now my past and live in present in that manner so that no one could ever complain about myself. Being jobless now, I was so much frustrated, Today is a day when I am getting more and more offers and I am puzzled to join which one......sounding funny na? But its the reality, my life has been changed. If life is a circle, then someday I would be the same as I used to be, at least I wish to be like that.........
Today I have learned so many things. Sorrow is something which can stop you from achieving your goals, now I have learned to be happy, and now i can say proudly, I am a happy person. Today brings a new chapter in my life, and i want to live it......without any enmity, sorrow, jealousy, I just want to live my life completely. Today is the beginning of a new chapter in my life and I am determined to enjoy every moment of it.
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